Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Welcome!! Heres alittle bit about myself!

Thank you for stopping by and checking out my blog :) The reason why Im writting this blog is to keep track of my feelings through out my Breast Augmentation experience and to make people more aware that there are more reasons behind plastic surgery then just to look pretty..
Ive always been flat chested. It wasnt really that much of a problem, I wasnt teased or anything like that. I was always an A cup and skinny. Once I got into my late teens/early 20's the padded bra was my best friend. I was also introduced to the water bra aswell! These gave me alittle cleavage and it was all good. It did get alittle embarassing when dating a guy, I would have to always tell them about my pads in a joke or something just to make them aware of them and so it wouldnt be a big surprise! They didnt seem to care! LOL
So I knew I was flat, but I didnt care. Everything was great! I had great self esteem and life was good. In November 2003 my whole world changed. I had only been dating a close friend of mine (who I have known for about 8 years) for a couple months when we found out I was pregnant. I was 25 and Kevin was 24. My mother is Catholic. I was so afraid of her reaction when I had to tell her!!! She didnt think I was having sex, and now Im pregnant!! I lived at home and was in school.. Whats going to happen!!?!?? Well to make a long story short, everything turned out PERFECT. Hailey will now be 5 in June of this year, Kevin and I have been married for 3 years and we now have another addition to our family, Owen who is 2.
I think I maybe getting alittle side tracked here. You came on here wanted to talk boobies, not babies! LOL Ok well after breastfeeding both children for a short period of time, thats when my little A cup turned into a little no cup. I have NOTHING. I wear a bra to make it look like there is something there. Pads and water bras don't even cut it anymore, they looks wierd.. When wearing one, my chest goes flat and then a big pad!!!! Looks silly but thats what I wear. Bra's done fit, I hate wearing bathing suits, shirts are to big in the chest area. I look like a 12 year old boy!!!!
I started thinking about a Breast Augmentation about 3 years ago. I even made an appointment for a consutlation but cancelled because I figured since I knew I wanted to have another baby soon, I should wait. 3 months later I was pregnant with Owen!!